Last Wednesday was my first feature since being back in Norwich; HEADcrash Cabaret at The Birdcage. After getting a glass of wine, some postcards and a ‘cocksucker’ badge from actor, poet and host, Russell J Turner, we found somewhere to sit – on the floor as it was rammed.
I suddenly remembered I forgot to spell check my last post. There must be lots of errors.
Anyway, Chris Ogden, former president of the Creative Writing Society, was first up. I knew what to expect as LitSoc showcased him at an event we held at the Hive at UEA. I really liked his menstruation poem, and it reminded me of how I always forgot I was due on my period a number of times staying round a certain friend’s house, and what it means that he didn’t care and it didn’t feel awkward, which is basically what the poem was about – comfort.
Next was a girl called Greta, not sure of her surname, but I really liked her… that’s all I remember. Robyn Comfort was next and I especially enjoyed her set, though I’ve seen her a few times, this time it was because she SANG! Well jealous, but of course, very happy for her as she was quite nervous about doing it!
Then there was Andy Bennett, who a lot of people seemed to know, but I didn’t. He was really good, and did something similar to Tim Clare in relation to Tom Cruise’s ‘Last Barman Poet’ performance in the film ‘Cocktail’. It seems to have turned into some cult interest and I don’t know why but I really liked it. I have been trying to write my version for this event that I won’t be able to make anyway, sadly.
After a break, I was next. I really enjoyed performing and felt it went really well. I think because I did so many new poems, although I was worried about the newness of them, it made it more enjoyable because there was a mix of poems I knew pretty much by heart, and those that just felt really fresh or something. My housemate Kristy said how I had improved so much from last term, which was amazing to hear because it means all the open mic and feature gigs I’ve had over summer have been worth it!
Hannah Walker, who I mentioned in my set, was the last poet. I’ve written about her before and really liked her set, naturally. I was hoping to speak to her, but she disappeared or I was busy talking to other people or something like that. Pay No Mind were the band at the end, I liked the songs but it felt like the singer was singing from the wrong part or something, so she was potentially good, but something was wrong that I couldn’t put my finger on and it kind of annoyed me.
I’ve also now got my heart set on an MA, so plan to take a year out to earn money so I can live back in Norwich. Ideally I’d do it this coming year, but I won’t be able to afford it. This probably means I won’t be able to afford to go inter-railing either but I can always do that after my MA… or any time in my life. I don’t want a job that restricts me to not being able to do that. I see myself doing lots of different jobs rather than one big one. I read an article about work-life balance recently in the Sunday Times Style magazine that makes me think a merge rather than a separation is how people are more inclined to working these days. I want to enjoy my work, and it be part of my life, not waiting for the work day to end so I can start my life each weekend or whatever.
Anyway, to save myself from rambling, I’m going to get reading and try to find someone who will come to see The Neutrinos with me and my housemate Kirstie, only asking for £2 compared to £8.50 on the door!